Words…

 

My heart is

Filled, partially empty

Nonrhythmic

Beating slowly…

 

 

These words echo through me

I spoke them once to you

You told me that

It was sweet of me to say

And that you could not

Return them

 

But that does not matter

My heart doesn’t expect you

To return the love until…

Feelings are found,

Discovered, known

 

I know you haven’t

Figured out your feelings

And I’ll wait for you

To find what your heart

Is calling out to you

 

I carry within my heart

What you have said to me

What you have given me

As inspiration

To make the best

Of what I have to face

 

These words echo through me

I spoke them once to you

You told me that

It was sweet of me to say

And that you could not

Return them

 

I don’t expect you to

Just you being there for me

Giving me encouragement

To go on

Is good enough for me

 

 

I wonder if I should speak

Those words to you soon again

If not

I’ll say them in my heart

 

Kuro Mitsukai

 

This profile is upon the male main character of Sweet Nightmare, Kuro Mitsukai.  A lot of his history is in the story. The profile is basically about his general appearance, abilities, personality, etc. So hope this will clear up Kuro a bit. ^_^

Also in Japan, he would be called Mitsukai Kuro. Reason being is over in Japan they put last name first and first name last. But sense most don’t know that I put in the normal way you would see it. Well, here it is…

Kuro Mitsukai

Age:  478 (Appears to be in his mid-twenties)

Born: April 19th, 1530

Died: At age 26

Eye color: Dark chocolate brown

Hair:  Waist-long black hair. Normally left down, but when it comes to combat or at his whim he will have it pulled up high above his head. From time to time he has color streaks of various colors depending on his mood. When Ashe first meets Kuro his hair is completely blond until a latter time it goes to its natural color.

Skin:Pale (porcelain like)

Height/Weight:  6′11″ / 132 lbs.

Species: Arcus Vampire

General clothing appearances: Typically wears a tight sleeveless shirt that shows off his defined abdomen while wearing a short-sleeved button-up shirt over it witha pair of jeans during the warmer seasons. During the colder, he typically wears a tight turtleneck shirt or a tight sweater witha pair of black slacks. Occasionally he will wear the traditional male kimono with hakama pants.

Personality:  His character is built on his code of honor and morals he was taught as a young child.  Unlike the average Japanese man, he is not shy and will go ahead and go for what he wants. He is very modest in what he does for himself and others. Loyal and devoted to Ashe along with the very few friends he has. Often prefers to work alone because of certain incidents in his life had proven to him that. At times he can be very serious while others he is fun-loving and carefree. He has closed himself off from exposing his true feelings about his life and thoughts to anyone, but now he has started to open up to Ashe.

History:  His past is explained in the latter chapters of Sweet Nightmare. The parts that are not will appear in this space.

Transformation:

• Eye color: Crimson red with flecks of gold
• Hair: Pitch black waist-long
• Appearance: Himself with a set of demonic black wings. His nails are sharpened to a point while the signature fangs appear in his smile.

 

• General clothing appearance: Depending on what level his transformation is depends on what he wears. If he is in his full transformed state what he wears in the picture above. If he is in a partial state then he wears whatever he was that day.

 

 

• Weapon:   Scythe: The handle of it has black lacquered finish with his kanji characters in silver. The blade is silver with a crescent shape of a golden moon on the top edge of the blade. Katana:  The last time he used it was when he was living. He hasn’t touch the sword for four hundred and fifty-two years. It has the traditional black silk cord wrapped handle with both on the blade and sheath have his kanji characters engraved.
• Abilities: Limitless in the diversity in his magical skills for his level in the hierarchy of the vampiric world if in his full transformed appearance. If he is not then his abilities are limited to just healing, select few attacks that require magic, teleportation, telekinesis, and telepathy.

I hoped this helped put some dimension to Kuro. Out of all the characters in Sweet Nightmare, he is my personal favorite, and I’m the writer. ^_^;

Spare Time…Dreams

Spare time… I have too much of that.  I have to every day figure out some way to take up all the time I have in a day.  Currently I have no job, awaiting my acceptance letter to Northeast, I’m an aspiring writer, and I have many dreams.  A lot of my dreams are what I want to do with my life in the future.  I have some of the typical dreams meaning I dream of being married with children and living out my life with that special someone.  While some others I hold close to me and few others hold similar dreams.

As an aspiring writer, I dream of having my stories published. Aside to the joy I get from writing, that is what has been keeping me going. It has been a source of determination next to my own motivation. My parents don’t really appreciate how much time I spend doing it. It is my pride and joy… Part of me that is now being expressed on the Internet. I’m happy with that.  I’m hoping soon to get a freelance writing job for a company. It doesn’t matter what I write about, but I do have my interests that I would feel more comfortable writing. It would take up the spare time I have.

Speaking of spare time, I have a Gaia, Myspace, Photobucket, IMVU, Akarui Japan, Akarui Social, Japan Forum accounts to take up that spare time along with four different emails to help take up that time. Oh, and I can’t forget my blog, but it is not to take up spare time. It is to share what I write to the world.

Download Day!

Okay, this is where I am an advertiser for people. This is for the people to download FF3 and that don’t know about it. Alexiel, you’re always the special exception. I wasn’t aware of this until today, but I pledged to download it. ^^; Alexiel kinda was surprised that I didn’t know what FireFox was or had it for that matter. He asked me if I was still Internet Explorer and of course I said yes. He didn’t even want to ask what version I had. Although it would be rather pointless considering I just got a new laptop so it would Internet 7. He was so adamant about FireFox that I am going to download it. So the release is sometime in June. You can pledge and they will send you a email telling you when D-Day(and it is not Dooms Day) is. I left the blog page with the information of Download Day.

 

http://blog.mozilla.com/blog/2008/05/28/set-a-firefox-world-record/