New

This a brand new design. It went by quickly maybe 30 to 45 minutes to make. The description is below. Any questions upon as to why I have been the way that I am… I can’t answer for I do not know. Sorry.

Credit goes to darkrose24-stock for the water brush.

I had followed a tutorial to create this design of an underwater image. I put my horoscope sign, Pisces, both the fish and the symbol itself. I also added the phrase “Two parts of one soul.” I’ve been divided in half a lot since yesterday. Between my new self of caring and kindness to my old self of introversion, coldness, and uncaring. Keeping myself emotionally distant today has helped a lot with the pain.

I will have to say I was expecting this image to be a lot more emo than it does. But I guess it turned out nice all the same. Also in the right-hand bottom corner is my logo.

Diagnostic Essay

Blogger’s Notes: This essay was done in my Composition I class. My strengths were applied ideas to situations and sentence variety. My apparent weaknesses were lacking a strong thesis and avoid the use of you. I also made the mistake of misquoting the quote I wrote about in this essay. Essays were never my forte in school. Well, I could write them, but they were never the best thing in the whole world. Anyhow, will be sharing with you my essay. I will share future essays and papers with you as well. Gives you a better aspect of my thinking with everything else I have put on here. I might work with this essay more and you will possibly see it sometime soon on here. This essay, by the way, was written within an hour. So forgive any typos.

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“It is never too late too be what you might have been,” George Eliot said. That is something to wonder about. What does that sentence truly mean? What could it mean? The obvious answer would be…many. Short and simple ehough that it doesn’t need explaining yet at the same time it does. Those reasons in lie with the one aspect which identifies us as humans: the human perception. Those two words can lead you down many thought patterns. All because of our differences, our preferences. My perception can be simple yet complex. To you it may be different. The words simply state that you are now this one person, but you could of been another. Yet there is no stopping yourself from becoming that person by developing a good self-control. That life is not by any means easy. This simple yet deep sentence could bear other meanings then a change of personality. It could apply to your career life along with your lifestyle, which strangely enough is interwined with your personality and career yet differs enough for it to be its own.

Personality, what is it exactly? Your character build. Whether or not, you are honorable, trustworthy, dependable…factors that make you attractive, mentally, to another human, but those compatible with you is all dependent on how you execute your personality.

Formerly, you were this insensitive person of indifference to other people’s pain, hypothetically, of course, but something life-changing occurred. It brought this new light into your life causing this transformation…this new you. Ms. Eliot says it is never too late to become what you were. Meaning, another life changing event happened, it possibly could hold a negative impact. You could revert back to your old self unless… this is a big unless, you stand by your new image because you enjoyed the life you were having. Although this process, this challenge is difficult to overcome due to our human nature. It is within our nature to pick up old habits back, but this necessarily does not have to happen. It is all about self-control.

Our career paths can take many twists and turns. So many choices to make and most of the time have to narrow it down to one. At one point in time you were part of an expansive business, where you decided to go out on your own. Proceeding with this plan of yours for a few months time, but soon after you decide to return to your formal job. Those reasons can be many or few. You can always change your mind and go back to what you were, but whenever you do there is always an explanation to be found.

Different and Trying

I bet most of you know the feeling of thinking everything is taken care of and you are looking forward to the first day you start college.. the first step in your adult life. All of that changes two or three days before you even have your first class, because what… a payment issue?

On the 22nd of August, my father called me and told me that the third party people who deal with the school’s payment plans didn’t take the money on the 15th and they still hadn’t. Well, on Monday we sorted out the whole thing. I’m was no longer angry after I went there to go for my first class and saw a few of my old friends. I had gotten into my Composition class like I needed to. My schedule is different than the previous one stated in a different entry.

Speech Communication 8:05 – 9:00 am

General Psychology 11:20 am – 12:15 pm

Technology in Culture 12:25 – 1:20 pm

Composition I 2:35 – 3:30 pm

My math class has yet to be decided, because I had tested out of Elementary Algebra with easy and minimal studying. My next test which will happen on Friday this week will get me out of taking Intermmediate Algebra and into Probablity and Statistics. That class will fall on Wednesday at 5:40 – 9:40 pm, I believe. All this is to get me to graduate from college in two years exactly. So I’m going to do my best. I hope to and with God at my side, anything is possible.

Another Blog?

For a short while I had been comtemplating getting a second blog for professional reasons. Well, I finally decided to go ahead and do it.  Aside to professional reasons, I have it up for any college reasons and/or parental reasons. I will be posting all seven stories I have on here there and continually updating. Don’t worry, I will still post the new chapters here as well. Just there it is more detailed. With all the summaries, far more superior profiles for the characters, and more organized. It will take me several months to get Escapist Fairy to an organized level. I’m hoping to have Aspiring Dreams a ready organized portfolio.

The image above was designed by me representing “Love + Ambition + Self-sacrifice + Writer” to some what its full extent. I have three of the four icons on the design while figuring since the design as a whole represents Aspiring Dreams…represents the last icon as well.