Future
March 27, 2009
The future is a complicated thing to deal with. We always wish to see it now, but then we question it… “Should I really see what my future looks like?” That is only one question that would come to mind. Fear and dread perhaps comes to our mind, because of what it might be. Then excitement comes as well because we might see all the good in our lives…the happiness.
If we were to see a “set” future then there was no surprise or enjoyment for that moment when it actually comes to us. It is like a child who peeks at their Christmas presents the night before they will actually open it. You saw what it was and experienced the excitement way before hand and when it does happen…you can’t imitate that joy your parents would see on your face when you saw it for the first time. But the future is never set in stone, because we are constantly changing our decisions…paths.
Preparation for the future has been going on a lot lately. Between many different things, but all equaling interdependency to a further degree.
For awhile I’ve been wanting to be out in the world doing three things: working, living, and praying. I left my parents’ place in December of 2008 to my husband’s parents’ house. This does not please me in the slightest, but I am closer to that certain freedom I’ve long for.
I’ll go into more detail later on…
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Alex Ninamori | March 31, 2009 at 8:26 pm
As much as I would love to say “don’t rush things”, it’s kind of too late for that. What’s done is done, and I do trust that you knew the repercussions of your decision. You’ve been fairing well though, and I’m thankful for that.
Keep your future in prayer, as distant and intangible as it may seem, and continue to pursue the avenues that are made available to you. Nothing in this life comes easy, especially in the world we live in today, but with every bright future requires growth and time.
“Focus on today, and let tomorrow worry about itself.” I’m right there with you on that struggle.
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Aikou | March 31, 2009 at 8:39 pm
^^; It kinda is isn’t it…. Hehe. I don’t plan on rushing other things like children or getting a house. I realize certain financial boundaries. Hopefully whatever happens it isn’t bad.